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Paparazzi for Love. Origin of the word: Years and years of overthinking  Pronunciation: |pa puh rat see|  |faw|  |luhv| Synonym: Coward Stretched myself a little too much in this void, and now all I can be is a paparazzi for love.  Cannot allow myself feel it.  Cannot fall in it.  I'll write about it, though.....but only the painful parts I have come to find both peace and torture in.   I'll gush about the fleetingly good parts, when no one is looking. But I'm afraid that's all I've become....all I've been reduced to.  A paparazzi for love.